Prince Harry's biggest fear is, reportedly, not being home in London if his grandmother, Queen Elizabeth, dies, a new book divulged. The author of Royals At War: The Inside Story of Harry and Meghan's Shocking Split With the House of Windsorstated that Prince Harry's worries for his family was amplified when he moved and stayed stuck in Los Angeles due to the coronavirus pandemic.
According to the authors, Andy Tillett and Dylan Howard, Prince Harry had a realization that the Queen and his father, Prince Charles, "aren't going to be around forever." When the Duke of Sussex got the call in late March about his father contracting coronavirus, Prince Harry, reportedly, worried and feared that he will not be there for his family.
The authors alleged that Prince Harry is "overwhelmed with guilt" for being miles away from London in the middle of a global crisis. His wife, Meghan Markle, however, apparently keeps assuring him that he will love life in Los Angeles once things return to normal.
To work on his anxiety and discontent, Prince Harry has apparently taken up yoga. He is, reportedly, sparing his wife from any stress so he's confiding his anxieties to friends, who are still based in London.
Prince Harry, allegedly, has cabin fever in Los Angeles and his situation with Meghan is far from ideal. The book went on to quote sources that Prince Harry is feeling "secretly tortured" by their decision to leave the royal family.
The book also revealed that Prince Harry and Meghan have been trying to network in Los Angeles for career opportunities when this crisis ends. Right now, Prince Harry is focused on making documentaries to raise awareness for the causes he supports.
In January, Prince Harry and Meghan announced that they want to step back from their royal work and go on a different path. The couple indicated their desire to live in North America and occasionally visit London, especially for royal family gatherings.
The timing of their departure was marred by social distancing and stay-at-home orders due to the coronavirus safety measures, leading royal observers to worry about Prince Harry. According to Angela Mollard in the Royals podcast, the Duke of Sussex has always been known as someone very connected to his relatives. Now, his only connections are his wife and son and with the pandemic changing the new normal, Prince Harry can't go all out to engage in something purposeful just yet.
